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Sunday, November 29, 2009

Through Chris' Eyes

We spent the day in the city shooting everything and anything. I love what I do, but I gotta say...I love it even more knowing that Chris is there shooting everything and anything with me. He used my old camera to shoot, and he handled it so well. Caressed it and worked it. Communicated with it. I'm so proud of him.

I'm also proud of myself for not getting frustrated at him while teaching
Today we were able to shoot with each other and just have fun. It was the best way to spend a beautiful Sunday.

I'll post my photos another time because I think Chris' photos deserve it's own post.
:)


These were touched up with my new Totally Rad Action set :) So glad they were on sale on Friday. I just had to get them.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Happy Thanksgiving!

I have so much to be grateful for. Especially since so many things have happened to me this year.

I don't have much time to blog, but I just wanted to say that I'm thankful.

For the Lord, and for the people in my life.

My family, My friends, My Fiance, and everyone else. You know who you are.

I love you!

I'm also thankful for Turkeys. Though I'm not a big fan, I'm glad that everyone else has something to enjoy today!

Happy Thanksgiving!!!

(I don't have any photos of Turkeys. So I googled it, and this is what I found! Ha!)

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

The Sweetest Thing

Oh Internet World. Let me tell you something, I am in-love. Absolutely positively happily foreverly everlastingly in-love with my fiance Chris. I'm sure the last two aren't really a word, but I'm so OCD that I had to keep the ly going or else I'd think something bad was going to happen.

I could go on and on and on about all the things I love about him. But let's just focus on one thing for now. And the one thing is...His never ending support, push, and willingness to share my passion with me.

After the photog shootout/dinner we had the night before the workshop, Chris sat me down and told me how excited he was to see me do what I love. The fact that he even came down there to be next to me and cheer me on that weekend was just up to my head amazing. I know I'm short, but just go with me on this ok? He constantly wants to be by my side, and constantly encourages me to keep on truckin. It makes my heart so happy.

But here is the best part. When we got back from our trip, he ordered the book understanding exposure to learn how to shoot. He wants to love it because I love it. Which makes me love him even more. On Sunday, I swear someone kidnapped me in my sleep and took me to funky town because I woke up feeling so funky. But then I saw Chris with camera in hand shooting flowers, my teddy bear from childhood (not!), and cars passing by. It made me so happy. So happy happy happy. Who knows? Maybe in the future, we will be a husband/wife photography team :)

Because a blizzog post is better with a photo, here is one of his shots. Awesome right?


Monday, November 23, 2009

The Jasmine Star Workshop

The Workshop. Oh, where do I even begin? Let's see. Hhm, If I could use a word to describe it, I'd definitely have to go with epicredibling. Yup, that's a word. I even spelled it correctly on the first try. Booyah! It's short for epic, incredible, and inspiring. But let's be honest, putting together those three words are not enough to fully describe what went down that day. Not enough. So here's a blog post for you ;)

The workshop was more than I could have ever asked for. I'm certain that I was at the happiest place on earth sans Mickey, Minnie, Rides, and the Fireworks. Doing what you love and spending the day with awesome people who love the same thing is better than Disneyland.

We started off the morning with warm welcomes from Jasmine, JD, and her mother Millie. I kid you not, the 3 of them are the kindest people you will ever meet. You can even ask Chris. He'll tell you the same and he wasn't even at the workshop. Once settled, Jasmine proceeded to share the story of how it all began. Everyone in the room had tears in their eyes. Not only did Jasmine share her heart, but she also shared her knowledge. She covered everything from client care, to post-processing, to lighting and use of natural reflectors, and branding. Anything I ever want to know, she covered.

After lunch, she took us out for a shoot. Ashley Rose and her husband were kind enough to model their beautiful faces for us in the heat. We went out at about 1PM and the lighting was harsh. But Jasmine took us out for a reason. To show us how we can use our surroundings as natural reflectors to get the photos we want, even with harsh lighting. During the shoot, we also had the chance to see how Jasmine interacts/poses her clients. It was so fun and refreshing to see how Jasmine works her camera and her clients. I stood back and I watched her do her thang. I learned so much just by watching and listening to her. After the shoot, we headed back and Jasmine shared her post-processing process. She ended the workshop with a Q&A session, and afterwards we all went to dinner.

I attended the workshop to learn and to better myself as a photographer. SO much I learned, but what resonates with me most is the importance of branding. When I got home, I made it a priority to change things up around here. Everyday, I've been searching and gathering inspiration. Change is in the air people. Look out for it. It might blow you away. Get it? Hahaha.

To sum it up, the experience was epicredibling. I am a firm believer that the Lord puts people in our lives for a reason. He doesn't give us the people we want, but rather the people we need to help us, to love us, to shape us in to the person we are to become. Jasmine is one of those people. And so are the 19 other photographers that I met and created a bond with that weekend. I walked away a better photographer, and a better person.

But what is a blog post without photos? During the shoot, Jasmine encouraged and challenged us to take our signature brand images. I shot a lot with the 85mm 1.2 I have never shot with this lens until the workshop. And I'm so glad that I did. I love the tight shots, I love the bokeh, I love it all. The 50mm 1.2 was also there by my side, and it never disappoints. My oh my, I love both of those glasses. Here are my gladys jem images.
Orange County has no doubt the best lighting in California. NO DOUBT! I'm moving down there.
Ashley is just gorgeous. And Jeff...He used to be an Abercrombie model.


Check out that bouquet! Isn't it beautiful? Lauryl Lane is the amazingness behind the florals.


Seriously, Ashley Rose. You are stunning! Vivian Tran of All Made Up is the goddess of Hair and Make-Up. I want her for my wedding.


I just had to post this last one. Makes me smile every time.
Jasmine and JD: Thank you for your kind hearts. You two are an everlasting inspiration to me. Every single second of that day meant more to me than you will ever know. Because of your inspiration, I've found my Joie De Vivre. Because of your workshop, I met 19 wonderful photographers/friends from all over the country and world. Forever, i'm inspired. I am so happy to know you both, and even happier that the workshop isn't the last time we will be together. Chris and I couldn't have chosen better people/photographers for the most important day of our lives. Thank you a million times. Xox!

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Believe

While I waited for my white chocolate peppermint mocha, I browsed through the different drinkware and holiday collectibles that Starbucks had on display. Upon the excitement of seeing their cold to-go tumblers with candy cane straws, I stumbled upon a book. I have no idea what it's called. I forgot to look at the cover. I blame it on the candy cane straws for distracting me.

Anyways, one page particularly made me smile. It was...
(I took a photo of this page with my iPhone)

Believe.
The start to a better world is our belief that it is possible.
Believe in your dreams.
Believe in today.
Believe that you are loved.
Believe that you make a difference.
Believe we can build a better world.
Believe when others might not.
Believe that there's a light at the end of the tunnel.
Believe that you might be that light for someone.
Believe that the best is yet to be.
Believe in each other.
Believe in yourself.
I believe in you.
-Kobi Yamada

I hope that by blogging this, I am able to make someone out there smile. Because at the end of the day, you just have to believe in you :)

Happy Sunday!

Friday, November 20, 2009

Happy Friday!

I wish you could see me in front of my computer right now. I am typing with white paste on my upper lip. No, not toothpaste. It's cream to treat my upper lip which is a different story. All I gotta say is that i'm so attractive right now that I'd beat out all of the Top Model's on Tyra's show without even smizing. In fact, I might even go to class with it on. Oowee!

Anyhow, I don't have much time this morning to blog about all the coolness that I experienced this weekend. I promise, it's coming soon! Tonight, Chris is taking me out to seafood to celebrate hitting the one year mark before our wedding. I'm so excited that I might blow up into a big bubble. Kind of what I look like when I eat shrimp because I'm allergic, but without the shrimp part.

I do wish anyone and everyone a Happy Friday. May you have an awesome day filled with laughter, love, and happiness. Because that is how I'll be spending my day! Tootleloo!


Margot and Me :)

Thursday, November 19, 2009

1 year.

1 year. 12 months. 365 days. Today marks exactly 1 year until The Big Day. No, it's not another workshop. One year from today, I'll be marrying my best friend, my soulmate, my love.

This morning I woke up and it was the first thing that came to my mind. It's not because I count down every single day and cross it off my calendar. Ok, I totally do! But it's because Chris is the first person I think about every morning. Maybe it's because he always text messages me with good morning my love. Or maybe it's because another morning brings another day to spend with him. Though he might not be lying next to me, I am greeted with his love. Every. Single. Morning.

I look ahead in the future and can't help but wonder how different my thoughts will be from today compared to my thoughts on our wedding day. Besides the excitement of knowing that what lies ahead will tie me forever to Chris, I know that one thing will stay the same. The morning of November 19th 2010, I'll wake up with Chris on my mind. I'll smile because I know that there will be a good morning my love on my phone. And I'll smile even bigger because I know that the morning brings not just one day to spend with him, but the rest of our lives..


Photo by the awesome Radelle :)


Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Portraits: Margot

She raised her hand and said she attended San Francisco State. As soon as I heard it, I smiled because she just made it easier for me to come up to her and introduce myself. I was brand new to the ward. She was too. I wanted to make a friend, and that's what we became. Margot is one of a kind. We've known each other since freshmen year of college and have been friends ever since.

Last month, she made the decision to move from San Diego to Los Angeles to attend the American Musical and Dramatic Academy. She belongs on stage, and is pursuing what she loves most. I can't wait to see what the future has in store for her.

Margot, seeing you this weekend made my trip 10 times better. Cubed. You will do great things in life, and I'll always be there to cheer you on. Hope you enjoy these as much as I do. Xoxo










Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I am BACK.

Hello Blog. I am back in San Francisco.

What can I say about this weekend?

Oh let's see...
how about, there are not enough words in the world to describe it because it was just that EPIC.

I have SO much to blog about so please stay tuned for lots of new posts.

Until then, I leave you with a picture of myself, Jasmine, and my new awesome friend Anda.


Yes, I understand that I look extra 12 year old ish and super tired. It was a long day and it's not good to judge. So, Don't ;)

Sunday, November 15, 2009

The Luckiest

I'm sitting here thinking about everything that has happened today and I feel like someone should either pinch me, or pour cold water on me to wake me up.

Earlier this evening, a bunch of us got together in Laguna Beach to get to know each other before the workshop. As we all gathered on the beach to do a shootout, I couldn't help but feel like the luckiest person in the world. I am so happy to be here, and I am so grateful for all the amazing people that I've met tonight. I am inspired beyond words.

Tomorrow is the workshop. I can't wait to blog everything that has happened down here. I can't wait to blog about it all.

And because a post is better with a photo, here is a preview of the shoot that I did yesterday :)

P.S. Jasmine joined us for dinner tonight, and even bought us dessert. More on meeting her later. BUT she is the sweetest person on the planet. NO joke. I didn't shed tears, but I was definitely screaming with excitement inside :)

Saturday, November 14, 2009

I'm on a plane right now.

Greetings from however many feet up in the air :)
Chris and I are on a plane right now. Free internet on Virgin America til January. How awesome is that? SUPER awesome.
But I am so excited to be headed to the OC right now. This weekend will be amazing, and I can't wait for the workshop on Monday.

My Little Man

Chris and I headed to San Jose to hang out with my parents for a bit. I love seeing my parents. But I'm not going to lie, whenever Chris and I head to San Jose we are always in for a treat with my little brother. I can't believe that he is almost 4 now, and probably the most talkative little kid I know. Tonight while at dinner, after the server dropped off our check he looks up and says, "Thank You So Much!" Bout made my entire year. Here are some photos that I snapped of him. I taught him how to pose in the 1st picture, and because he is a little ham he followed my directions. Gotta love him.

Mom and Dad, these are for you. Love you!




P.S. In exactly 7 hours, I'll be at the airport headed to Orange County.
Happy Saturday!

Friday, November 13, 2009

Quote of the day

The most successful people in life are the ones who walk in love and step out in faith…. they are the ones who aren’t afraid to take big risks. -Sarah Rhoads

Happy Friday!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Thankful Thursday

If I could describe how I've been feeling lately, I'd say stressed, and exhausted. Yes, it's true. But behind the stress of school, and the exhaustion that comes with work, school, and deadlines...I'd honestly have to say that I feel more blessed than anything else.
The weekend is coming quickly, and the day I've been waiting for is coming around the corner. No, not my wedding day. But the Jasmine Star Workshop. To be honest, after I signed up I had a little meltdown. I cried and I told Chris I quit photography. I had the chance to see all of the fellow workshop attendees' work. They're all very talented, and all absolutely amazing. I was scared. Terrified. Shaking in my boots. I felt like I didn't belong. You know. Sort of like the school freak trying to fit in by trying out for the cheer team.
But what I didn't remember at the time was that this whole process isn't a competition. The very reason I signed up for the workshop in the first place is to learn. I often forget that the beginning is always a struggle. Especially in this business. You either pull through or you don't. And I...I pull through. Because no matter how many times I quit and cry, this is my passion. My dream. I'll pursue it even if it means I fail because at the end of the day I'm happy. If I'm happy, then I consider myself successful.
In a few days, I have the chance to meet and learn from Jasmine and 19 other amazing photographers. I'm no longer scared. Terrified. Definitely not shaking in my boots. I'm excited to make new friends. Learn from the best. But most of all, be inspired to keep on truckin. I am so thankful to have this chance.
So this I leave you for Thankful Thursday...
"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams."-Eleanor Roosevelt

Monday, November 9, 2009

Tied Knots: Troy & Maren














I know this week is crazy, but I couldn't help but blog these. wish I had time to blog the reception, but maybe that's for later this week.

Happy Monday!